Sunday, December 29, 2019

මාර්කට් යෑම

ඊයේ රෑ කීල්ස් එකට ගියා අම්මා එක්ක බඩු අරන් එන්න. ඉරිදා රෑ කියන්නේ පන්නිපිටිය කීල්ස් එකට යන්න තියෙන ජරාම දවස , මොකෝ ඒ වෙලාවට තමයි කීල්ස් එකේ සෙනග උපරිම වැඩි. ඒ තියරිය දැන දැනත් යන්න සිද්ධ වුනා ගෙදර බඩු ඉවර වෙලා තිබ්බ හින්දා. කීල්ස් එකට ගිහිං ඔන්න දැන් වාහනේ පාර්ක් කරන්න හොයනකොට කාර් පාර්ක් එකේ හැමතැනම ෆුල්. ඒක නිසා අම්මව බස්සලා මම හෙමිහිට වටයක් ගියා පාර්කින් ස්පොට් එකක් හොයාගෙන. වටයක් යද්දී දැක්කා එකම එක ෆ්‍රී ස්පොට් එකක් , ඒක තිබ්බේ අර කීල්ස් වල ගහලා තියෙන්නේ පතරංග බෝර්ඩ් එකක් උන්ගේ නම දාලා , අන්න ඒක යට. මමත් ඉතින් ඒ ස්පොට් එකවත් නැති වෙන්න කලින් ගන්න කියලා රූං ගාලා ගිහිං , ස්වුෂ් ගාලා එතනට රිවස් එකක් ගහලා එතන නැවැත්තුවා නිකන් කෙන් බ්ලොක් වගේ.

මම කලිනුත් කියලා තියෙනවනේ , මම පට්ට ක්ලම්සි චරිතයක්. හැම රෙද්දම වට්ටගන්නවා සහ හැම වැඩේම කෙලෝ ගන්නවා මගේ ගොන් කම නිසා. ඉතින් මේ අවස්ථාවේදීත් මගේ නිදන්ගත ගොන් භාවය ඔන්න අවදි වුනා. දැන් මගේ කාර් එක නවත්තලා තියෙන්නේ අර බෝර්ඩ් එක යට. මම සයිඩ් කන්නාඩියෙන් බැලුවම බෝර්ඩ් එක තියෙන්නේ කාර් එකේ වහලෙට උඩින්.. ඉතින් අව්ලක් නෑ නේ ඉඩ තියෙනවනේ කියලා මම කඩිමුඩියේ බැස්සා වීරයා වගේ කාර් එකෙන් එලියට.. හැබැයි මට අමතක වුනා මම කාර් එකට වඩා උසයි කියලා.. බැස්ස ගමන්ම වැදුනා ඔලුව අර බෝර්ඩ් එකේ "ටොයින්ග්!" ගාලා. ඒ මොන හුත්තක්ද ඒ වුණේ කියලා ඔලුව උස්සලා බලන්න ගිහිං ආයෙත් පාරක් ඔලුව වැදුනා බෝර්ඩ් එකේ "ටොයින්ග්!" ගාලා දෙවෙනි පාරටත්! දැන් ටොයින්ග් දෙකයි. මම හිතන්නේ රිදිච්ච තරමට මට චූ පොඩ්ඩකුත් ගියා. බලන් ඉන්න උන්ට නම් නිකන් චාර්ලි චැප්ලින් ගේ ෆිල්ම් එකක් වගේ පේන්න ඇති.

අර කාර්ටුන් වල වගේ "සූ...ස්" ගාලා ලොකු ගෙඩියක් මගේ ඔලුව උඩ එනවා වගේ තේරුණා මට. ඇත්තටම තාම ගොඩක් රිදෙනවා.. හරියට නිකන් ඔලුව උඩ තජ් මහලක් තනවලා වගේ ඉදිමිලා තියෙන්නේ. අව්ලක් නෑ හෙට වෙනකොට ඇරිලා යයි. කුමටද මා මී හරකෙක් වී ඉපදුනේ දෙයියනේ.. 😔



Wednesday, December 18, 2019

The Wire Season 04: Saying things without speaking - mini analysis


What's up everyone , these days i'm deep into the TV show The Wire which is fast becoming my favorite TV show of all time! Now i have only finished about 4.5 out of the 5 full seasons but i'm loving it to the bone already. 

This post however  , is not a rant about the entire show . Heck i could write a book about the whole damn show , i love it that much. This is not even a character analysis because heck i can do an essay each on most of the characters , they are that detailed. This article , is merely a small analysis your boi gaba conducted on some episodes in season 4 which i thought of sharing with you guys. So that means , from here on wards ...

THIS ARTICLE CONTAINS SPOILERS !!!!!!!

DO NOT READ FURTHER IF YOU PLAN TO WATCH THE WIRE IN THE FUTURE!!!


OK i warned you mofos , so let's get to it ..



The Wire Season 4


To begin my small analysis i`ll give you a small background about The Wire season 4. Each season of The Wire focuses on various areas of city life in the urban jungle of Baltimore. In season 4 , we are introduced to a group of school children who are the center piece around which the story unfolds. This group of boys i'm talking about are the ones in the picture above. From left to right : Namond , Michael , Randy and Dukie. All four are buddies who are in the same clique. ( There is another adorable kid called Donut but he is not in this picture and is somewhat a side character ).

So these four boys are each very different in character and my favorite of them all ( least at this moment ) , is Michael. On whom my little analysis will be built around.

Now like i said earlier , i am NOT going to do any in depth character analysis here because character build ups in The Wire is so deep , so deep and layered that it would take a long ass essay just to analyze each character. So i will only tell you guys the points that are relevant to my analysis.


Michael

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Michael , is a kid who is more complex than the rest of the kids in his group. He is:


  • Responsible : taking full responsibility of his step brother bug , acting as the man of the house because his mother is a crack addict 
  • Strong , both psychically and mentally : coach Cutty saying that he has a natural ability to fight , remaining cool through all mayhem in his life
  • Smart ,  both book and street : Finishing all his math home work alone and tutoring his brother , not panicking when drug fiends tried to pressurize him 

And unlike his friends he is not naive and has clearly matured waaay past his age. Because of all these strong characteristics both street hustler bodie and Kingpin Marlo ( through his right hand man Chris ) try to recruit him to their gangs. But Michael being the man he is , shows us that he is a man of principal by simply working for bodie until his debt is payed off and rejecting the Marlo gang offer two or three times. Which assures everyone that Michael despite being a kid is not to be fucked with.

So , there is a load of good things about Michael right ? Looks like he is one hell of a strong , junk free character right ? Well , NO.

You see i once heard this saying while watching a video essay on a movie , i can't remember where exactly. But it said A movie is about two things , what the director tells you on screen and what he does not tell

In short , sometimes the creators of a movie will leave little seeds of doubt on screen , which if we pick up , can lead to numerous conclusions and imaginations of our own.

There are such seeds in Michael's character too , various strange behaviors that he exhibits which make us think that there is something else going on here. Something that is not shown on screen about Michael.

Let me break down those suspicious clues one by one.
  • Michael and his friends all visit Cutty's boxing gym often. Cutty is an ex-con who has now turned around and is trying to serve his community as a boxing coach ( and my favorite character from Season 3 probably ). It is evident from the beginning though , that Michael does NOT like to be touched by Cutty. He even turns down the offer Cutty made to train him personally after Cutty spotted how gifted he is.


  • Suspicions about these strange behaviors by Michael grow , when he gets out of a car ( almost slightly scared ) when he and Cutty are alone in Cutty's car and Cutty offers him a ride home after taking the boys to a boxing game.

OK by now , unless you are a real "tube light" , you would have figured out that Michael has some sort of a) homophobia OR , b) he has been sexually harassed earlier on as a kid right ?, either of the two..

  • Before long , we get a clue about what really must have happened to Michael. Michael's step father comes home from prison ( i think ) . And from the moment he walks in to Michael's home , we see an immediate change of the vibe around Michael. He seems to be upset all the time ever since step father came home and in my opinion , the below scene really puts the seal on what must have happened to Michael. Step dad tries to threateningly mop his hair to which Michael reacts with fear + disgust.




  • A few days after the above incident the Director lays it down clearly for you slow mofos ( :P ) where Michael in conversation about his troubles with his besties , directly voices his concern about Cutty being gay.

You said it boi


So by now we can be quite certain that something dark and bad went down between Michael and his step father and that in turn , is the cause of his strange behavior towards father figures. Even though Cutty was purely leaning on to him out of fatherly / elder brotherly love , Michael's past trauma is clearly making him act repulsively towards that love. Understandably so.

So , so far dear Watson , the creators of the show have told us this story without even saying it directly. The dark past of Michael. 

But , It gets better ! Oh yes..

Enter Chris !!

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Chris is the exact opposite human being that Michael is. He is stone cold , brutal , doesn't seem to have much principal or morality about him and is the right hand man of young drug Kingpin Marlo. Ever since we are introduced to Chris in the show , his character is played in a very stone cold manner. Even when he is being violent , he remains so cold and emotionless. As if he is a rock ! 

But we see a change in this behavior , when Michael , having nowhere else to go comes to Chris and tells him about his step father. Let's watch the seen first and then we will analyze it.


Now this is one of my favorite scenes from The Wire. Please note that in no where , no where in the scene does Michael indicate what his step father did to him ! No clue at all.. Heck even Snoop ( the other person here) is confused why Michael is ordering a hit on his step father.

The conversation goes like this..

Michael : "I just want him away from me and bug"

Snoop ( confused as hell ) : "The fuck he do to you??"

And then my lovely ladies and gentlemen , right at this moment , Chris gives Michael which for me is one of the most powerful moments of season 4. A stare which tells you a thousand stories.


Now you have to watch all the seasons up to season 4 to fully feel this feeling that i'm talking about. Because like i said , from the beginning the character of Chris is portrayed as that of a stone cold killer. A character that you would hate all the way. But when Michael orders the hit on his step father here , in this moment , even without Michael saying anything about the troubles he went through , you can just see it in Chris's eyes... All that ruthlessness and barbaric nature of Chris went away , just for once.. and his face and eyes resonated with Michael's feelings... As if his eyes are saying "i feel you bro" , towards Michael with sympathy..

And because of that , despite how much i hate Chris , i even fell sorry for him for a minute when watching this scene :(. Everyone is human after all... Remember that Satan is also a fallen angel.

Ok before i get all emotional here... , he sums it up with this beautiful piece of dialog. 


 We'll take care of it , boss

That's the only time i probably heard Chris displaying that much of feelings , towards anything. And this is exactly why i love The Wire , because no character is flat and one-dimensional. Even the worst characters have something lovable about them.

Just to finish our analysis off , after the iconic scene above Chris proceeds to murder Michael's step dad. This scene without further footnotes or annexes proves that Chris clearly has pain in his heart. You can just watch the scene for yourself and see what i mean , no commentary required here.


Like i said earlier Chris is someone who shows very little emotion even when he is angry or violent. But here you can see him sort of taking out his pain , his vengeance and hatred all out on Michael's step father. As if he is avenging what happened to himself. Brutal but sad scene...

Our analysis that started with Michael has now ended with Chris. Two very different men living in two different branches of life spanning from the same seed. Which shows that sometimes in life even the most contrasting things can be summed up to similar roots and this is why my dear readers , i totally recommend and heart The Wire as a great show! It really covers a broad spectrum when it comes to shades of life.. 

So on that note,  this concludes my long ass essay and analysis on the wire oh and just to let you know , none of this is googled but only things that i thought of my self but guess what ? After doing my own analysis and sketching this article i did some googling and found out that David Simon , the creator of the wire has mentioned that Chris has been molested as a child in his director's commentary. So high five to myself for figuring this out all by myself , Dora the explorer style :D ( I know , it's no Einstein shit but hey come on boomer , cut this millennial limited attention span retard some slack will you :) ). Until next time , keep it real fruit cordial ! 

gabz out !

Tuesday, December 17, 2019

Gaba's top 10 Timbaland beats

T-I-M-B-A-L-A-N-D fiki fiki ah One name that dominated popular music from late 90's and pretty much OWNED the 2000s. Timbaland beats were everywhere from lesser known rappers to Justin Timberlake albums. It seemed like Timbaland is here to dominate pop music forever , but alas sands of time ultimately got to him and he gradually disappeared. 

However , as a kid born in the late 80's , early 2000's was our 90's , so we basically grew up basking in the glory of Timbaland. So i thought of listing my favorite Top 10 Timbaland beats ! Now please note that i'm not a music critique or any sort of expert , these are just my personal favorites of the great man. And i have made my picks based solely on how much i like his beats + some memories i have with them , not the overall song. So , here goes..

#10 : 10 bands ft Joyner Lucas



Starting with something which came out this year , Timbaland shows that he still has game to keep up with the new "trap-ish" beats. Also features one of my favorite new gen rappers Joyner Lucas , can't say No to that combination now can we :).

#9 : Ugly ft Bubba Sparxxx



I can still remember the first time i heard this beat , it was used as the background music for some game show on Sirasa TV ! Mr "whoever picked the background music for Sirasa TV in the early 2000s" if you are reading this , you the real MVP bro *salute*.

#8 : The Rain ft Missy Elliot



I heard this first on a Dj Jazzy Jeff set and loved it immediately. And while you go down further on my playlist you will notice that i have a thing for Missy Elliot :).

#7 : Pony ft Ginuwine



Ok before you even play this song , i have to say this is one of the cheesiest and gay-est songs i have ever heard probably , kind of like a male stripper anthem if you may. But like my #8 pick i heard this one also on a Dj Jazzy Jeff set for the first time and i fell in love with the beat instantly! ( It was on Dj Jazzy Jeff's tomorrowland set , which seems to be removed from Youtube now sadly).

Also , i make this an opportunity to mention how much of a Dj Jazzy Jeff fan i am , dude is a genius with his sets !

#6 : Indian flute ft Magoo



All righty so i don't even like this beat that much NOW , but i'm putting this on my list because this is probably the first Timbaland beat i ever heard in my life! So it's like a milestone. Also , when i was a kid i used to look forward to the part where Timbaland says "aja soniye mein ne pyar kyaa" in absolutely horrible Hindi :).

#5 : My love ft Justin Timberlake



Before i say anything about this pick ,let me tell you before hand that i used to be a massive metal head in my teens ( even though i am here picking my Timbaland beats , metal was my first love as a kid ). So you can understand that those days , I ABSOLUTELY - FUCKING - HATED - JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE !! I did , no kidding. But after listening to this song and a few more songs from his album FutureSex/LoveSounds which was produced by Timbaland and had that "Timbaland vibe" , i became a fan of him and even today i am a fan of JT thanks to Timbaland.

#4 : Work it ft Missy Elliot



You can be a metal head , hiphop head , reggae head or even a plain knuckle head but if you are from the 2000s , there is a massive chance that you rocked to this big hit at least once ! Again Timbaland came up with an unusual beat and Missy Elliot.. boy , kids these days must be all head over heels for Cardi B etc but Missy Elliot was the shit back in the day. No fancy looks but pure skills. I love you Missy <3.

#3 : Big Pimpin ft Jay-Z & UGK


So i told you guys already i used to be a metal fan first before anything , so i hope you can guess where i heard this first ??? Yes , i heard this first on the Linkin Park - Jay Z collaboration album Collision Course. Link below.



But later when i got on to more hip hop , i learned that this one was also a master stroke , by our man , Timbo.

Also ,  i think Bun B had the best verse on the original track huh :D

We are nearing the end now..


#2 : Dirt off your shoulder ft Jay-Z




During the time this song came out , i think everyone agreed that this is one unique beat. Add Jay-z's rapping to that and you get a banger. Also , this used to be the favorite song of me and my little sister when we were kids :) , family moments blasting this full volume on our creative 2.0 sub causing sound pollution and being a menace to society , aah good times..

p.s - Also checkout the footage of Timbaland showing the beat to Jay in the studio.




#1 : The potion ft Ludacris



So we arrive to the Grand Number ONE on my list!

The Potion featuring Ludacris! This is my absolute favorite Timbaland beat of all time , reason ? Because i listen to this almost everyday ever since i heard it on Step up 2 and i never get sick of it ! This beat has stood the test of time. 

If you watched the video where Timbaland shows Jay Z his beats ( which i posted right before this one ) you will notice that "The Potion" beat is also offered to Jay Z but he does not pick it , FORTUNATELY in my opinion ! Because i think Ludacris really killed it on this beat and no one could have done it better.  Even though he is hardly talked about these days , Ludacris is one of my favorite rappers of all time and always will be ! I hope he gets out of those stupid fast and the furious movies and starts rapping again :).

So that's it folks , that is my favorite Timbaland beats list , done and dusted. So what did i miss ? What did i get wrong ? Please feel free to voice your picks in the comments section. Until next time , gabs out ! 

Honorable mentions

I had a hard time picking 10 beats from the great man , so i'm putting some honorable mentions here. Also , please find all these songs in my Spotify playlist if you are interested.


  • Headsprung ft LL Cool J



  • Put you on the game ft The game
The game is another one of my favorite rappers , hopefully i will do a separate article about him later. This track samples a hindi song too , as most of Timbaland's tracks.

  • Rollout ft Ludacris
Another Timbaland + Ludacris collaboration. and who can forget the funny video ? :)


  • Get ur Freak on ft Missy Elliot
I had a hard time picking between this and the other Missy songs i had on my top 10. This one indeed is another one of my golden teenage year memories , i can remember me and my home boi Shalitha trying to pronounce whatever the fuck they are saying at the start of the song :)


  • Give it a go
The song from the movie Real Steel , which is one of my favorite movies.


  • Deliverance